I had a long blog. Some explanation of why no posts for some days. But it was too raw. Put simply I have discovered that The Bear, whom I always believed loyal and honest beyond reproach, is not just leaving me - which is painful enough - but in fact has been playing away from home and already has someone lined up to take my place. The footballer in him has someone sitting on the reserves' bench ready to replace me... and all that pain and humiliation because during my darkest days I took my eye off the ball.
We once played such a beautiful game, what a pity Team Orange wasn't up the challenges of extra time.
Yours with hope gone and full of fear, AJ x
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